Weather is
cold. First days of autumn…
My son is
sick. He coughs and has a runny nose. I believe that he’ll get over after a
couple days. Air is so clean that microbes don’t stay in your body for long.
Those come to stay go quickly.
An ordinary
situation for mother of three. We took our medicines with us.
What happens
to you when you got sick in this country? In weekdays, there is a nurse for you
can visit at limited hours (two hours in the morning). A nurse means a doctor! You
go to a hospital only in very serious conditions. We don’t go to the nurse
much. She will give some pills, that’s all. Since we came here with our
medicines, we use them. So there’s no wasted pills. I finish my own problem
with my own solutions.
Yet there
are problems we cannot solve…
You cannot
make a solution when your little child says with his eyes light has gone ‘I
miss daddy…’ Your emotions are locked, and you’re supposed to deal with the
emotions of your little innocent child. But you can’t…
If your child
cannot sleep at night because of coughs, turns right and left, sleepless and in
pain, you cannot end his crying and cry with him from the inside.
Even more,
if you cannot drink the most delicious drink, tea, you love as you are too
tired, it means you cannot push yourself anymore as you barely can come to
yourself.
So it’s the time.
Time to
refresh, not to push.
Time to
face-off, time to question my own life for me…
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